brooke&peyton | 5×01 the epic contest (ann-amber)

Defining moment contest: I don´t think I´m good with words, but I will try to describe why I feel this video represents a defining moment for me as a vidder but mostly as a person. It´s not because everyone remembers it, or cause I´ve got a million comments. It´s because while I was making it, I came to a realization. A personal one. Something I hadn´t though about before. And that is that I didn´t really know who I was anymore or maybe I never knew who I was in the first place. This is very private, but after making this, I started to search for myself, to be less afraid of doing anything. I listened to the voiceovers so many times, what Peyton said, what Brooke said. And I just felt so inspired but so sad at the same time. I mean I didn´t know who I was, how sad is that? When it was done, I just felt like I had created something that represented me in some way. Like I could create emotions, and make someone cry or not even that.. Just help someone who was going through something like Peyton or Brooke were. They were both so broken, with so many issues to solve. When Brooke tells Peyton how she doesn´t believe money, celebrity, succes or the way you look (etc.) are enough to be happy. People may say this is only a Teen drama with no deep content, but come on, this voiceover is so incredibly deep. It just makes you realize how supperficial things don´t matter if you don´t have love. And I know it´sa cliche to say that but it doesn´t make it any less true. And like Brooke …
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