Why does God hate me so much, is he fake or evil?

Published April 16, 2012 | By Bman

Question by : Why does God hate me so much, is he fake or evil?
Now its either
1) God is evil
2) God helps who he wants to help (he just does the bear minimum so we cant say he isn’t real)
3) God is real but helps no one (some religious people just think he helps them)
4) God is fake and their is another explanation as to how the universe and humans came into existence (we just don’t know it yet)
Now reason I asked if God hated me was because my life SUCKS for no apparent reason and most people I run into believe in a God. I think out of every 10 people 8 believe in a God or something like that (correct me if I am wrong). So I said to myself “screw it, maybe God is real since the majority of people believe in him”. Ok so now that I hopped on the bandwagon I realized one simple thing

God still doesn’t make sense and even religious people live messed up lives.

So I asked a few of my religious friends why my life is f*cked up even though I deiced to go with God; and I got these answers
“Its the devil’s fault”
“He is testing you”
“He has a plan for you”
These are my views and those theories (that’s if God is real of course)
“He is testing you”- I don’t care too much for that theory since I didn’t request this life. I take tests at college because I deiced that I wanted a degree and I knew from the start what I was getting myself into. No one on planet earth asked God to be born so I don’t see why God will test us as if its essential for us to prove our worthiness to him. They way I see it is if someone made me Agana my will then he/she should at least guarantee me a spot in their paradise and make my current life somewhat tolerable. Would you adopt a puppy to watch it suffer? Makes no sense right? How can you possibly hold an animal captive and still treat it like crap? What does that say about you (or God)?

“its the devil’s fault”- actually this one never made sense and it actually pisses me off when he gets the blame. First off God did and order d most of the killings in the bible and Satan only killed like two people AFTER God told him to do it. And even of we wanted to play the Blame The Devil game then we should just take it all the way. The blame Game is usually continuous, you cant just stop at the devil to clear God’s name. You have to continue blaming people and blame God for making Satan, so you see the blame game doesn’t make any sense nor is it a good excuse (not unless you are bias and overlook Satan’s creator). So I refuse to just pin all my misfortunes on Satan, I doubt he is that powerful anyway…and if he is then I guess we are f*cked!

“He has a plan for you”- Now in order for this story to hold any truth 99% of people have to live a somewhat reasonable life and at least get 1 thing they always wanted. Sure you may find alot of people like this in the USA but when you got to the middle east or Africa you will soon realize that there A LOT of people who live their entire lives not getting what they wanted. Plus they have poverty to deal with, diseases, unsanitary living conditions….etc. Some will actually kill to be in my position and I think my life sucks because of the situation I am in…..so just imagine how much their lives suck if they would gladly trade places with me and take on my problems! So does God really have a plan for them? Just think about it, what can God do for a poverty stricken 12 year old African boy who has Aids? Do you think God will simply just rid him of the disease, send him an American woman, the woman falls in love with him and makes him an American, and then he becomes a movie star in Hollywood???
Stuff like that happens in fairytales but I have been alive long enough to know stuff like that doesn’t happen too often.

So #3 and 4 makes more sense, believing that events occur due to ’cause and effect’ is much ,ore logical than believing that God intervenes and blesses select people & ignores others. If you think otherwise then you have to have a GOOD reason as to why God blesses people with millions and watch others suffer.