Would anyone advice me? Please?
Question by t909y: Would anyone advice me? Please?
Would anyone advice me a little bit what should I do… I am writing down here some things.:
* I don’t have friends in real life, only internet friends, and some of them I’ve met, but only once, I dont speak with people either in real life, I mean, I speak but not much, since I went to a new school, people started to dislike me , I sat next to one girl on my first school day, in a new school, and she whispered to her friend : “Fuck, this freak sat next to me”. I didnt tell ANY WORD to nobody, and on my first day people started to tease me, and some of them even beat me.
I am giving my best on studies, really I do, I am average at school, but my maths is really bad, I dont understand anything of that… I am going almost everyday after classes, as much as possible, still dont understand much.
* I miss my childhood very much..
I had only one friend actually, when he wasnt together with his other friends, then I was together with him, once when I was small he told that, I am one of his best friends, and sometimes when I go to my old hometown, we are together, just talking and like that.. It is really good to talk to someone…and I miss this place very much where I lived before… I dont know why, I just miss, and all friends who I have are from internet , mostly of them I havent even met.
* I scare to talk with people..
I really scare to talk with people, people had just laughed at me a lot , and I scare that now, I don’t want that they would laugh at me… Mostly times they laugh about a things what I even can’t change with one day ( like my legs are ill a little bit, my long fingers, my low voice and like that things )..
* My future
I from in a small country called Estonia, lies on North Europe , south to Finland…
My dream was to become a singer, but… I gave up on that 100%, so I always wanted to move to USA, and I decided to make movies there or something like that.. but I think that is impossible, because I am… I dont want to swear that much, who I actually feel who I really am..
I don’t know what steps I should make, hold on of that???
Please give me advice , please .
Best answer:
Answer by Better days.
it’s a cold world out there, you’ve got to learn how to stay warm.
people who laugh at you and call you names, you don’t need to worry about them at all, there just insecure and need to put you down in order to feel good about themselves.
you sound like a pretty neat kid, you should try socializing, maybe join a sport team or something that gets you evolved with other people. you may like it, and make some new friends.
by the sounds of it your young, so choosing what you want to do for a living for when your older will come over time. take it slow, don’t rush into anything, as of course, it is your future. over time you’ll come into interest of different things, who knows you might want to be a teacher in a few years! so take it a bit slow dude ( :
anyway, i wish you the absoutle best.
take care
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