Q&A: Would You give me an advice ? Please?

Question by t909y: Would You give me an advice ? Please?
Would anyone advice me a little bit what should I do… I am writing down here some things.:

* I don’t have friends in real life, only internet friends, and some of them I’ve met, but only once, I dont speak with people either in real life, I mean, I speak but not much, since I went to a new school, people started to dislike me , I sat next to one girl on my first school day, in a new school, and she whispered to her friend : “****, this freak sat next to me”. I didnt tell ANY WORD to nobody, and on my first day people started to tease me, and some of them even beat me.
I am giving my best on studies, really I do, I am average at school, but my maths is really bad, I dont understand anything of that… I am going almost everyday after classes, as much as possible, still dont understand much.

* I miss my childhood very much..
I had only one friend actually, when he wasnt together with his other friends, then I was together with him, once when I was small he told that, I am one of his best friends, and sometimes when I go to my old hometown, we are together, just talking and like that.. It is really good to talk to someone…and I miss this place very much where I lived before… I dont know why, I just miss, and all friends who I have are from internet , mostly of them I havent even met.

* I scare to talk with people..

I really scare to talk with people, people had just laughed at me a lot , and I scare that now, I don’t want that they would laugh at me… Mostly times they laugh about a things what I even can’t change with one day ( like my legs are ill a little bit, my long fingers, my low voice and like that things )..

* My future

I from in a small country called Estonia, lies on North Europe , south to Finland…
My dream was to become a singer, but… I gave up on that 100%, so I always wanted to move to USA, and I decided to make movies there or something like that.. but I think that is impossible, because I am… I dont want to swear that much, who I actually feel who I really am..
I don’t know what steps I should make, hold on that??? (I really scare that I make a wrong step with something, please dont tell that I dont know what I want, because people who doesnt know what do they want , they have just no idea about it what they want — sorry about my bad english, I still hope You understood.)
Please give me advice , please .

Best answer:

Answer by dreamweaver
get help on the math set yourself some goals go to college after you graduate school life is so different because you have to deal with adults and being grown up with more responsbilities. Being a teenager is tough and nearly everyone has gone through what you have and survived. The painful emotions of being teased and tormented is terrible and they do not realise how painful it is to be picked on I was one of those that was picked on thank god for my family or I wouldnt have made it through. I would take chances in life because if you dont you will regret not trying to reach your goals to stay secluded feels safe but that is not how the real world operates. And I only have one good friend I thougth the rest were my friends but it was only what they could get from me my family are the ones I trust and love I hope you find what you are searching for my family is from the USA and we love it

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